Written in 2019 (pre-transformation)
Heavy or whole
Timid or bold
Pretty or witty
Chubby or bubbly
Heartless or smart-less😀
Flawless on fb
OR
Faultless before HIS throne with exceeding joy
Loving GOD or that boy
Lost soul to gain the world
Lost you to gain that girl
A beautiful face or finishing YOUR race
A few extra pounds or forever lost never found
Who they say you are
Because you drive a brand new car
Who they thought you were
Because all your words you'd slur
Unwilling to think
As you take pills and another drink
Early rising to praise
Sacrificing your days
Giving up everything for HIM
To be HIS eternal gem
Instead of on instagram following Joe or Jim
Praying because of the deep internal pain
Seeking things with no true lifelong gain
Offering your body as a living sacrifice
Though really YOU still control your life
Hating instead of loving
Realizing it leads to nothing
Choices to make on the daily
Submit to God or abort your baby
On your knees ready to please
Instead of kneeling so HE can set you free
Okay if you lose all control
Instead of allowing God to take hold
Choose who you will serve on this day
Before it's too late and you're forever gone astray
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